Brink of Insanity

I can feel your poison as it's driven into my skin

I can feel u pushing as it's driving me to the brink of insanity again

I don't know u anymore, no

Try to see behind closed doors

I can feel u breathing down my neck

Screaming words of misfortune and disrespect

I can feel your poison as it's driven into my skin

I can feel u pushing as it's driving me to the brink of insanity again

Empty all that's unholy deep into my mind

Break these chains that hold me I'm the only one you'll find

I can't trust myself

There's no one else, to defer my pain

I'll let you in

You just can't win, and I'm to blame

I can feel your poison as it's driven into my skin

I can feel u pushing as it' driving me to the brink of insanity again

The point of your insertion, has started to congeal

This energy exertion is conforming what is real

I'll tell u how I feel, but u will run away

U have taken control, the devil's come to play

I have taken your poison as it's flowing through my veins

I can't fight your pushing and your total insanity remains

Empty Soul Inside

I feel so desicrated
Just like my shattered soul
My hearts been violated
And is longing for control

It seems to me
I cannot be
Never alone.....and yet I'm left with this regret

I'm sorry that you're eding
This is not where I asked to be
We're all dying on the inside
Showing pain and misery
Thrusting forward toward redemption
With nowhere left to hide
Leaving me with no alternative
Just an empty soul inside

I've been battered and abused
Just so tired of being used
I'm severely irritated
All these faces have now faded
Running away from yesterday
Killing my tomorrow
Slipping further away
Into an endless void of sorrow

Inner Struggle

I won't repeat the same mistakes I've made before
I've come to close to let you escape me
What makes you think that you can save your own life
I'll enjoy the moment I watch u slowly bleed

Just feel the knife
Upon your skin
The thought of me is sinking in
And now you know
How hard it is
And why you need to just give in

I won't repeat the same mistakes I've made before
I'll follow through and listen closely as you fade
What makes you think that you can save your own life
When in the end you'll see I've beaten your charade

Just let it go
I'll take control
To take away another soul
Just leave this life
It's just not right
It keeps me here to make you whole

I won't repeat thesame mistakes I've made before
Never again will I let you drag me down
What makes you think that you can save your own life
As you lie there broken on the ground

To live again
Reborn again
To die again
I'm weak again
The endless lies
The silent cries
The holy dies
The devils rise
I'm not alone
You're not alone
We're all alone